Does it hurt to know I'll never be there.


Quick update cos my blog is obviously dying with the lack of updates for this week.

As I've siad a billion times over this past week, my life has really been busy. Haha with all the workload that's starting to pile up and shitloads of tests coming into our way, I've just completed Gp package on Monday and chinese on Tuesday. We have Chem tmr. :l Then like Gp compre plus articles, EOM and resources plus our Wr, Integration to do Jc life is really a crazy bitch. Omg really I can hardly sleep (literally, not enough sleep!) just by completing all these ONLY, still not talking about catching up on my late due assignments.

We got back our results for Terms officially on Monday, EUUUUU. HAHA nice right I also say! :) Lucky my mom just gave me the retarded stare and didnt say much about it. But its gona be my motivation to help me study, seriously U is damn low la. Haha.

Just shoot my head la.

Though I've been attending school everyday, I'm glad National Day is coming! Got a break from school all. At this time I really need it, I'm sho tired! )=

Eh and I post lyrics bcos I like it, it may look damn emo and everything but things isn't as bad as it sounds. I got Shu Hui rmb? HAHA okay I was kidding. This kind of things not funny at all.

Of cos, my life how happy. :D
I live a very clean, sweet and innocent one. :D :D :D

Cos at the end of it all, everthing comes back to you like a shot aimed at the head.


Woke up early today, like 10 plus because my stupid dad and brother are quarrelling and screaming at the top of their voices! Crazy retards. I tired to go back to sleep but they just cant stop yelling at each other, wah lao damn irritating. Just because my mom's away everything's starting to get chaotic in this house. >:( I'll hafta go out later to avoid being dragged into the conversation.

Anyway, last night was good :D :D :D Met up with animal farm and I really miss them super alot alot ALOT!!! seeing all of them again brought me from the emo mood to super duper happy mood. =) Celebrated Bei and Sam's bday at glasshoouse Fish & Co, Sam the sperm head! Hahaha. Dam funny. Took alot of unglam photos also, laughed like mad dogs with the usual jokers around. Finally, an outing that has all the eight of us. :) And they say I always MIA! I never la! Haha Bei, Sam, Ali, Eun, Cheong, Yow and Shalom, you guys made my day! :)

Gona go send Gerry off later I think, wanted to go study at Starbucks but then it rained so I don't feel like going anymore. I shall do some self studying at home. Just gotta bear for another two months or so then can start playing again!

Oh and my ipod, its not spoiled. It died cos they wasnt any battery left. HAHA I'm so smart right. Think it hanged on me. Shit la. I think I'm really too tired. Haha.

Alliance! I'm not a JOKE la! Stories about my life how interesting! It will be the best selling book if I ever publish one! :D Haha and stop imitating the wrong words that I say! Haha. YOU MONSTER :D



I'm sittin' here all by myself, just tryin' to think of something to do. Tryin' to think of something, anything, just to keep me from thinking of you. But you know it's not working out', cause you're all that's on my mind. One thought of you is all it takes, to leave the rest of the world behind.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did. And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did.

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself, that you're not the one for me. But the more I think, the less I believe itand the more I want you here with me. You know the holidays are coming up, I don't want to spend them alone. Memories of Christmas time with you, will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did. And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back.

I know it's not the smartest thing to do, we just can't seem to get it right. But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar. But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far. I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you. Oh please, baby won't you take my hand, we've got nothing left to prove.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did. And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did.

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids. And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss. And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did. And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did.

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did. No, you didn't mean to love me back,
But you did.



Shit sometimes I wish blogger would come up with features like livejournal where I can limit stuff by locking out the public. So sad right this song, I also say. Bolding and italic words have different meanings, if you would say.

Aiseh.... I Say!

Karma.


Omg I know I'm so not suppose to be here now. Its Thursday night, 10 plus going 11 and I have tons of homework to complete. However I have this undesirable urge in me to complain and complain and complain! I'm the complain queen. I'm really going berserk with all the requirements and commitments I have to meet. I still got my EOM to do, Gp Package test and Chem test coming up! My package is as thick as the Harry Potter book, and I have to pass Chem test in order to skip the stupid Chem dc! My EOM I think I cannot finish by today, then I still have other incomplete assignments to do also but I dunno what! Everything just chuck into my file now I have to go dig and find out about the homework. Omg my life now how stressssssss you tell me! :l

Speaking of Harry Potter, not good. )= Saddening. I was looking forward to it so eagerly. My neck was like aching so badly cos we were sitting at the first 4 rows. But after that the sixth row got empty seats so we shifted back, but didnt help that much also. Haha.

Chinese Listening Compre ytd. Not as bad as my Promos I guess. I had either one or two wrong only. Better than my O's can already, though the questions were really tough and my ears were bleeding from the radio that was blasting right in front of me. Ate with Alliance after that, monsters man! Haha ordered like two bowls of spagetti (kids size), six chicken wings, meatballs! I almost died la she ate like four of the chicken wings haha. The real monster :D Ate yougurt after! YUM then walked around to see stuff.

Went to do my root canal ytd. I was so so scared okay! the sounds and the smell made me tremble. But it wasnt that bad. Gona pluck out my teeth next Thursday! :l Omg I'm fucking scared la. The nurse try console me all say not pain, my foot la! Haha think I dunno all. I will be ranting about my teeth for quite some time. Haha. Had Club training on Wednesday and it was okay, fun as usual. Haha then went to eat prata. I love it when Xian does her smile makes me go nuts! Haha. :)

Weekend has been packed with studying and more studying! Seeing Shu for the whole of Saturday and sunday is no joke la. Haha just kidding! =) She's nice la hor. Hur if you want to find me during the weekend, just come to Valleypoint Starbucks. Heh and Coach is gona watch us study once a week! I dunno to feel happy or not. Haha but its good, we will study. Tsk.

Ponned Lit lecture today and went to sleep in the library. Shiok man I tell you. Haha plus it was raining, what a good weather. :) Daryl slept fwreaking unglam I took picture. Haha should do it more often. stupid Chem dc today. Go there to copy and paste, literally. We dont learn anything out from it, thats why I want to pass my Chem test!

Ac training tmr, think its gona be fun. But! I know I'll be so tired. Weekends come come come!

And my ipod died on me, damnit! The screen cant be seen its so irritating I need to go like service it then I will be musicless for the next few days! )=

Sorry for typo error but I'm rushing through my blogging nowadays so there might be spelling and gramatical errors. Not that I'm using this as an excuse or anything. Hahaha.

And I have to say smthg, just like the orangey bolded words, Karma. Yes, Karma really works.
IRPJL!
Okay Alliance if you can figure this out. :)
Haha.



8 more weeks to Promos.
Oh my tian.
seriously.
OH MY GOD!!


12 boxes = <3

:]

This is the soundtrack of our movie.



This week has been busy. Busy with what? I also dunno. Other than preparing for the Seniors' farewell (which turned out to be a huge success! :D ) I guess it was school that totally drained me out from everything. I really cant complain now Promos is heading towards our direction soon and with all the Us and Ses that I've obtained from Terms I need to put more than half of my life on studying now. Attended the whole week of school this week I'm proud of myself. =) Haha.

Dsa trials on Monday, huge turn up but I still think not all would wna come to Ac, except for my partner though. :) Heh havent been running for a long time I barely breathed when I played two consecutive quarters of GD. Yini played Centre. HAHA I was so glad. But I just felt happy playing again after quite a long time, doing smthg that you like without any pressure, yet.

Preparation of seniors' farewell on Tuesday and wednesday. Presents, food tasting, getting all the food and materials. Spending so much time on different aspects of the farewell. Club training after that. Running the killer rounds and doing smthg like 7 pple drill with only 7 pple adds on to the list. Conditioning was the worst even now I'm still aching from it. Oh wells but I still do love Club training it gives a totally different feel about other trainings. :)

Had fwreaking Dc on Thursday. Before that we were still doing preparations for the seniors. Haha but Dc was alright cos I got someone to accompany me. ;) He's actually quire a friendly dude shared lots rather than doing work during Dc. Haha after Shu Cel and I went to eat and went to the library. They, esp Shu laughed damn badly cos I was reading this book to them and then I almost fell or smthg. Lol went for Dental after. :l As expected, I need to pluck out for of my precious whites for braces. )= Plus its not my molar or smthg its the starting of the first big tooth from the front! I tell you I'm so not gona go school la seriously. Its gona be damn ugly when I open my mouth you see four holes ._. Goodness. And I'm doing my route canal next week without injections, pls pray for my life.

So, Friday was the big day for the Seniors! :D :D :D School ended at 12plus so we waited for the early pple and headed to do more shopping for materials and food. Got quite a lot of last minute stuff and we wasted a lot on money on balloons I realised. (where 3 burst and 2 flew up to the highhhh ceiling) The food was fantastic, the dining table looked really gorgeous. We were all so so happy and excited! :) Seniors came after that, each and every one of them looking so drop dead grgeous, and Shuboobs was wearing a dress!!! Hahaha. They complained that there was way too much food and we were eating like hungry dogs behind the kitchen! The baked rice was awesome, the pasta was scrumptious with the chicken, the brownies made were HEAVENLY with the ice cream. Omg it was really good! =D then had prize presentation with all the things we made for them, t shirt (I love 2.4!), balloons, cups, plates, menu, bibs, stash, flowers.. Glad they liked it! Or rather loved it. Haha glad that they enjoyed themelves. =)) The after my dad came to pick me and Shu at about 2 plus.

Havent been having enough sleep la everyday reach home 10 plus do a little work then sleep at 12 to 1 plus really can kill, KILL! I'm so glad for the weekend but then its gona pass so fast then its school again. Really, all shout hooray.

Ndp soon! :) I'm really going for the sake of the goody bag, probably gona be talking and listening to music half the time. I am so not patriotic. Haha Spore kick me out.


Sorry Alliance for not staying over last night! I was really damn shagged form everything we plan another stayover soon k! :) And your bear is cute la dont angry! :) :)


When you love someone all you want her is to be happy.

So don't complain.

Maybe its just me, couldnt you just see.


This weekend seems so short. )= Its already Sunday morning, Saturday night. Haha still got so much to do with so little time, I'd better start to find my question paper for Gp Essay due on Monday.


Today I ate a dinosaur, literally a dinosaur when you put the bits and pieces of food I ate up tgt. My stomach's become a garbage bin whereby the food only stores but never comes out. Haha crappppp! Spending 60 bucks at Crystal Jade eating congee and dim sum, bubble tea (green apple green tea!), YOUGURT, mixed nuts, curry puff and sotong balls from Old Chang Kee, Mac's ice lemon tea really fills one to the max of the max of the max. That was only lunch. Haha boyyyyy.

Met up with Cel, Nat, Reena and Shawn later at Marina Square to eat later. Omfg I love the gorgeous fireworks :D The Sparkling ones rock my socks. Haha then we ate at Lerk Thai. Good food with super bad service, waited damn long for everything. I thought I couldnt eat anymore but obviously I was wrong. Lol then talked, walked around, went Gelare for ice cream! Everyone ate Cookies and Cream yummy! =) Initially I wanted to eat Mc Flurry = LC and Gelare = HC. Hah walked a long way to go out before taking a cab home.

Actually, I don't really like the whole City Hall area. I hate walking, so I totally detest Citylink and the long drainy underpasses. You walk a thousand miles to reach one place and then you walk another thousand miles back to where you just came from. Makes no sense and the place is bloody crowded. Just like how I would prefer town rather than Vivo because of the structure of the place. I go Vivo for forever21 and the rooftop only. Hurhur.

A's Chinese Oral ytd. Crap I read so many words wrongly plus I didnt quite get the question of the conversation. Like I never knew we could ask the examiners to explain the chim words that they were using, so somehow I think I kinda misintepreted the question. :l BUT I can't be bothered anymore, I'm glad its over! One less thing to worry about.

Slacked the whole evening with Cel later. She wasn't in a very good mood and I can understand why. Yeah but it isnt too bad now, I hope. Chilling is the best, I love chilling. :) Haha and I realise that Tiong is really a boring place to be at, or to chill at. I still love Vivo rooftop the best!

Tomorrow tomorrow. Gotta complete my Gp Esay before I can leave the house to send Gaby off. Oh and Fang's back! :) Her long, smelly, emo hair. Hahahaha.


Okay I've got this retarded thing and I'm forced by some Silly Shit to do and post it. ._.


RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say,
Make me better
I knew it, I'm not so easily satisfied. Hahaha.

What would best describe your personality?
Who I am hates who I've been
How apt.

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Stolen
Yeah, how he steals my heart :D

How do you feel today?
Riot Van
Hm, I don't get this. Rebellious and feel like driving?

What is your life's purpose?
There and back again
I come and go! In and out.

What is your motto?
All or nothing at all
It's either black or white. No grey areas!

What do your friends think of you?
She will be loved
Awwwwwwwwww. HAHAHA.

What do you think of your parents?
Tangled up in me
Superr. Too frustrated with me I guess. Hurr.

What do you think about very often?
End
DIE. DIE. DIEEEEEE.

What do you think of your besties?
Girl next door
Pretty, nice, the best it can ever get! :)

What do you think of the person you like?

Let's rewind and get back.


Suppppp I've havent been online for quite some time! Start of school = Less computer time because I need more time to sleep! Haha so yes that totally explains thr absence.

Anyway didnt attend school today. Felt like a shit in the morning, kept waking up at intervals during the night so I felt bad in the morning. Went to the doctor in the afternoon and waited so long and now I have a lot alot of medication. Nice they come in different colours. :l So many pills la I have to take like 5 at one go. Some viral infection, my nose's running like a tap. And technically I have bloatedness and indigestion. Explains for the gastric that I always have. The doctor says I cant drink carbonated drinks for the time being. )=

Its good, got Mc covered for today. Actually also tmr, but I have to go cos of A level Chinese Oral. I hope I can speak well, my throat's kinda itchy.

Thank gawd for cancelling training.

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Oh and the school gave us each an Apple ytd. Forgot about the reason though. And yes I had to stand outside the fruit stall with the knife I borrowed from the uncle to cut the apple. Haha fwreak bcos we cant bite the apples damn embarrassing. I had to cut my apple and Cel's apple. and it was like an Apple Galore or smthg, pple like smashing apples everywhere. Lol An Apple A Day Keeps The Doctor Away!


First day of school after Terms ytd. Got back Gp results in the morning. Haha expected grades, didnt feel so upset about it. Hope my Common Tests can pull up its grade to a S or smthg instead of a U but I highy doubt so. Haha I'm really worried about my other comfirmed U subjects though. Sheesh.

Caught Transformers later with Shu, Jwong and some other peeps. The show's damn loud (I AM MEGATRON!!! Shinnkk) HAHA inside joke but anyways I was like dozing off at one part cos I was too tired. The show's not bad didnt turn out to be some stupid robot show that I imagined. Now I wna watch Harry Potter and Alone!

Oh the Thrill.

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Met up with the rest of the J1 Netballers on Monday. Yini damn smart bring 6 cups haha. Did some stuff but in the end all wasted la. )= Nvm then we walked around before leaving for dinner at Newton. Gaby all were there, ate and had fun. :) And i missed Avis, that retard making a fool out of herself evertime without fail. Haha ever since school started she's been gone, man.

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Had Porridge Buffet with Alliance on Tuesday. Woke up early at 11am just to eat Buffet. Haha I ate more porridge than the ingredients I had three bowls! Okay maybe thats not a lot but it was good. =) bought stuff from Mango and ate at Gelare. Cookies and Cream yo yo. Haha then went to Cel's hse to watch rented Dvds. Oujia Board and White Chicks. K it was quite scary the mom was pretty yet scary. Pretty scary HAHA. ._. Missed my Dental Appointment so stayed to eat dinner at Cel's hse then left at about 9 cos there was school. Pong I dislike school.

Crap Cel's at Dc now alone and I cant go Dc with her. Means I have to attend Dc alone on Monday. She's damn poor thing la think I'm gona meet her after Dc.


Omfg and Friendster's so screwed. Why cant I even log into my own account, its been days. >:(



can someone in the same situation tell me how to react.
seven divided by three hundred and sixty five days is really damn little.
but i really dunno why, so near yet so far.
wait, i shldnt even be thinking abut this option.
)= )= )=



OMGZXZX IM CRAVING FOR YAMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

I've been wanting to say it so long.


Being stuck at home for the whole day till when its time to get your ass out of the hse you're even too lazy to move. the you rot at home watching movies like Harry Potter because now on Channel 5 they have been promoting on the Series of Harry Potter. Watching tv, ordering delivery, lots of messaging and 5 cartons of Apple Juice to entertain your Sunday.

Havent been doing that in a very very long time.

Okay this post is gona be oh so random cos my life is so boring. Yes pls, boring to the maxzxzx.


Anyhow, as usual the Kpo Queen has found out some stuff from her own very reliable sources and sixth sense. HAHA.

Hai Yo Yo. -shakes head-
Seems like I was the barrier that came between them on that one particular day. A misunderstanding, but glad now they're good. I've never crossed someone's path twice before, and I dont exactly know the person also, fated?

Nah.


Yeah and they went Cheekys yesterday to celebrate Huusain's bday. No more late night outs for me! =)


Alrights, tmr will be a day out but there are only plans in the afternoon and at night. How bout the evening? Haha maybe slacking somewhere again.


Ah, what a life. Maybe like even a stray cat or dog has got much more interesting things to do with its life, maybe like daily adventures of finding food or seeking shelter.. Dang I'm so bored with my life.

Till then when I update on my bored life again.